You'd think i'd know by now Who's running the show And what really matters But i keep picking a fight With "letting go" And keep getting hammered It's a knock down Drag out Oh and i am face down For the count And i'm reminded I'm not the one in control I know you know better so Why don't i go whenever You say come follow wherever you lead So won't you help me Would you wake me up And make me aware Of what you are doing And from my point of view It's not very clear Where this is going But it's your call Help me understand It's not how i fall But where i land So i'm reminded I'm not the one in control Whatever you have in store Whatever i am in for I want to trust you more and more